fighting a losing battle…… and winning
2 Corinthians 11:30 ”If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness.”
keep fighting the same battles. keep giving it over to God. keep beating my self up over it but only enough so that i don,t feel like im hating my self and not excepting God grace. but each time it happens i realise something. something new happens each time i fall. when God says that he is made glorius in our weaknesses he was not stating that because we failed he looks better. he was saying that when we fail it gives him the opperotunity to help us and love us. when we can no longer do something in our own strenghth, he can finnally step in and use his. when we feel as though we can no longer go on, he can carry us. our weaknesses are where we can no longer operate. BUT God can! in order to be made into what our father wants us to be, he needs to be able to start from skratch. so father allow us to be broken so that you can make us beautiful. remind us daily that we can rejoice in our weakness. untill we can no longer do it on our own, we will try to do it on our own. and we need you to do it for us. we grow every time we fall. he is what causes us to grow. a seed cannot become a plant unless it falls to the ground and dies.its hard. excruciatingly hard. but that is the price for love.
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1 Corinthians
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but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
